Yuko Sato - The Quest in my Subconscious Spring with the Raven
Satanic Past life Pacts with the Dark Side can affect present prosperity, self-worth, and relationships. And they can continuously block you, and be carried from lifetime to lifetime.
Yuko Sato - The Quest in my Subconscious Spring with the Raven
Satanic Past life Pacts with the Dark Side can affect present prosperity, self-worth, and relationships. And they can continuously block you, and be carried from lifetime to lifetime.
Yuko Sato Sep 25, 2023, 4:10 AM
Dearest Satchi,
Satchi, read this, please. WOW!!!!
Thank you for all support, Satchi, Devi, Nickananda and Jonananda. God bless you!
Love and Light
Yuko
At 5 o’clock in the morning, I sat crossing my legs on the street and hovering over London, near Liverpool Street station... with the Raven. There might be a real raven near me sitting in a lotus position, but my eyes had been shut down. So, I was in sync with the Raven which can tune the frequency to be able to connect to nature in meditation. Let me introduce this Raven first.
Two days ago I came across this Raven in the Shikantaza meditation on the seaside. Precisely, he was born in the vibration of chanting Sat Nam, when I felt so close to non-attachment which allowed me to curiously enjoy watching how the vibration affected the geometric patterns of my brain, heart and hormones. At the very moment when geometric patterns of my brain, heart and hormones were aligned, my third eye identified a black seed. Then, it became a Raven before me.
Even though I have seriously meditated for a year experiencing the verge of imagination, dreams and psychic visions, I thought I became mad. It was truly unexpected. So, I questioned to my mind computer, "What on earth, did this Raven come from?" My dearest teacher, Satchidand had taught me that my mind computer knows everything. It was cleverer than Siri, so far.
I received the voice, "You are not crazy. Turn down judgment and apologies by your left hemisphere, where the self-sabotage patterns are stored. Whereas use the right hemisphere. The vibration of the mantra "Sat Nam" has shifted you on an atomic level. Rewire your belief system and reprogram and upgrade your mind computer in order to spiral up with this Raven. Learn something from it. in particular, the vibration of Sat Nam initiates the journey to selfhood. Individual truth and universal truth become one and the same."
Since then, I have started on a journey with the Raven and my 14-year-old daughter in the gigantic city of London. I tried to turn down my left hemisphere, used the right hemisphere rewired my belief system and reprogrammed my mind computer. I searched for self-sabotage patterns in my left hemisphere. I removed some with the EE 7-step process. Finally, I found the connection to two of ring blockages in my neck last night. It blocked my speech from my brain and soul.
On the third day, I was on the way to Morning Mysore which is the traditional way to learn Ashtanga yoga. Of course, my daughter was sleeping in the hotel. I was meditating in the hotel room, where located in the basement for a week. It was a rare opportunity to meditate underground, physically surrounded by the Earth and Kundalini chakras. Whilst I discovered many chakras below Muladhara, most of them were dormant, especially below the centre of the earth.
I created Merkaba protection while I was tuning to the frequency of the Raven. His pure curiosity started driving my mind. I have experienced that my mind works freely when I'm not trying to control every little detail of the process. This free mind allowed me to connect to nature while I sat in lotus in the middle of London just before the hustle and bustle. I was deeply connected to nature, like trees, flowers, animals, birds, ocean, mountains….etc.. I really understood people can see the things they want to. So everything is relative. Every experience in the world is mental.
I have precisely aligned my selfhood with nature and the earth by aligning with this Raven. This alignment was really amazing and it continued to the many chakras below the Muladhara, which I discovered. I synchronized my mind computer which had been upgraded. They were beautifully aligned in sync. My pure curiosity originated from my integrated inner child turned them on.
The Raven was orbiting far above and I was spiralling up along with this aligned Antahkarana. Is it really my Antahkarana? It looked different. It was not only for me but also for the earth. Once I felt as the earth felt, surprisingly, my vision which was spiralling up started aligning with my Soul and Heart. Of course, the Raven was born in my brain, heart and hormones.
Devi's words were vibrating.
"Project about You are a Mahatma, You are a Paramahamsa, You are a Perpetual Transmutator, changing demons into angels and absorbing the angels into our psychic body making it bigger and more talented. You fuse your right hemisphere with the left, you fuse with the chakras above the head, in Christ, Buddhic and Unite consciences on the line of Solar Atomic Evolution, on Trinity state (Connect the Center of Universe, Center of the Earth and Your Heart) in Freedom, Happiness, Magnetic total, Alkaline perfect, here, now, forever."
I know it, exactly saying that I have a deep frequency of knowing. It allowed the transmutation to start and allowed the influx of wisdom and purified knowledge. It was written in the Yoga Sutra of Patanjali. It was the earth that was the field for evolution. If I didn't align with the earth, or if the Raven was not born, I could not know myself. All experience was necessary.
I was grateful for where I was currently at. I was sincerely grateful that I learned the hard way. I was genuinely grateful to all the people I met throughout my life. It was the hard way, but they were absolutely, perfect for me to experience this necessity. My heart was vibrating with the frequency of gratitude and it went into my future timeline. The frequency of gratitude started to synchronize with the specific time of my gratitude from my future timeline.
This syncs with the future timeline and allowed me to feel the frequency of future gratitude through the frequency of knowing. I was filled with multiple emotions and feelings I'd never felt. I knew that I would feel grateful for the current moment, which was now, at a specific future point when I would be enlightened and when I would be free from all pain. I was feeling the sensational peace, joy and happiness from the future through the frequency of gratitude. I aligned my Ankahkarana into this future. I was swimming at this frequency. It was the first time I felt the future not through my third eye but through my heart. Time and space were multiple dimensions. My emotions and feelings also were multiple dimensions. Then, the most interesting fact was that I could connect, bend, stick and cut them in meditation to create the shape of the future.
I opened my eyes.
On the fourth day, we decided to visit Central Park and Buckingham Palace. As we got on the second story of the double-decker, I was connecting to the Raven and the frequency of knowing the future. There, I was eternally free and I had never bound like the oily black Raven who was hovering in the blue sky. He was so obvious that he could not hide from waiting for the right moment to see somebody. Yes, I knew. Because he said so when I met him for the first time on the beach.
I read the email from Satchi this morning. He wrote that if you are bored you need to want to help other people rather than just enjoy the dopamine hit for only yourself. It's called the opening of the heart. Only by helping other people will you become rich.
Yes, Satchi. So, I decided to help the Raven to find the person he was looking for. When we arrived in Central Park, my daughter ate ice cream using her iPhone. So, I sat crossed my legs and meditated. I focused on the frequency of knowing and gratitude. I went back to the place I was in yesterday's meditation. I was enormously grateful for the Raven to be born. Gradually, I was in sync with him. I identified the future and bound the Raven to the future when he saw the person. This was what I learnt at yesterday's meditation. Then, I continuously flew my cognition toward the future Raven.
Suddenly, I was covered with white golden light which was vibrating. when I let my frequency tune into it, I was in the sky and had bird eyes. I could see the details so well on the ground that I found myself so easily even in such a large park. Then, I was greatly surprised. Because I could see through the mysterious fountain within me. The day I met the Raven he explained that bipedal animals with neither fur nor wings cross their legs intricately to find this hidden water. That is why I could see this hidden water because I was actually meditating now. This is the paradox of distance in space and time. I could see much better from the far above than the close distance. I became curious about this water.
I instantly knew that it was the realm of my subconscious mind. The object the Raven was observing was springs of my subconscious mind flowing into the canyons of my heart. What is the Raven waiting for? He just waits for the right moment to come. He said so. I knew that it was now from the frequency of knowing.
Satchi's message appeared on my mind computer.
"Past life priest vows and vows to the dark side can affect present prosperity, self-worth, and relationships. And they can continuously block you, and be carried from lifetime to lifetime. All Old Souls carry them and most have thousands of them buried in their minds. This Energy Enhancement Initiation method removes the blocks that are held deep within your subconscious mind. Traditional therapies cannot remove them."
I saw myself who was reading the story from Nickananda at the breakfast table this morning. I started to consider the off-chance of thousands of vows buried in my subconscious mind. It seemed like I could see the long list of vows Satchi sent. It was almost 50 vows. I asked my mind computer to show me the time points when I vowed in my past lifetimes. At that time, I saw the person moving at the bottom of the spring. The Raven flew into the spring of my subconscious mind as if he were aiming at the fish.
My daughter touched my shoulder. I tagged the moment in order to go back to the next meditation and opened my eyes.
We walked to the palace. It was a beautiful summer day, not so hot but I could feel the sun on my skin. There were a lot of beautiful colourful flowers in the roundabout before the palace and almost the same amount of people as flowers, probably tourists like us, were taking pictures with smartphones. My daughter did the same. So, I sat crossing my legs under the tree on the large, noble road which laid straight to Oxford Circus. Elegant tremors of excitement shook my tailbone. I closed my eyes.
Satchi was there. Aha, that tremor was from him. He was in lotus pose. His tremor was talking. "How most students of Energy Enhancement have had many lifetimes as Satanists in their past lifetimes but they somehow were too good to be bad and got thrown out of the Satanic Gang with all its Rituals. Usually, they take revenge on their previous collaborators by destroying their prosperity by implanting their base chakras and for one hundred lifetimes throwing them into the wombs of bad people, including psychopaths and paedophiles."
You are a hardcore as always.
He continued,
“Dreams to me are somewhat imprecise but just sitting - Shikantaza - is a good technique to find blockages when all EE Initiations fail."
You were right, Satchi. The Raven was born in Shikantaza and it brought me here. I knew that dreams were my notes to the future and past me in the paradox of space and time in the meditation yesterday. But all EE initiations haven't failed yet. I will show you in this hunt for vows.
Satchi continued.
"Pacts with the Devil and the Red Queen can divulge blockages when we took the pledge to the dark side on the timeline."
Do you remember? I killed the Red Witch in the meditation about red lipstick a half year ago. That means that there was the Devil exists and pacts with the Devil and the Red Queen exists.
I asked my mind computer to show the list of the subconscious Past-life Vows.
By the way, it was rewired and upgraded. It showed your list which contains 49 vows
Satchi said,
“Vows #47 and #49 are the most critical of all of the vows to be removed. With this blockage in place, you are subconsciously blocking the help from Spirit and your own Guides. Even if you ask for help, you might block it with your own subconscious mind, the second after you ask.”
I was looking down at my subconscious spring. "Do you do that?" asked I. It didn't answer, but I could see something going on beneath the surface of the water. Moreover, the Raven had gone into it.
This is high time to ask my mind computer. Satchi told me before, “The mind computer can be told what to do and it always functions perfectly.”
"What is stopping me from trusting my true intentions and its exact manifestations in my life?
Ripples passed on the surface and answered me.
"I have to help the man. I'm scared if they reject me. I have to be liked by men. Men are society. I'm afraid of being rejected by society. I'm afraid of being thought crazy. I'm afraid of being thought of as just an ordinary woman. I have to be special as well as being nice and kind. I have to be accepted. Otherwise, there was no reason. It was so easy that they proved I was crazy. I was caught, and tortured in the stone cell. Fire, water, cold....and pain. But I tried hard to believe one day help will come. I was looking at the small window on the top every day... One day, solitude completely covered me and they stole everything from me. I signed the pacts made of stone with my blood."
I listened to the voices which remained sunk in the depths of my subconscious spring and never saw the light of day. It was shocking, but it was because I was watching from a very high place, It gave me a bird’s-eye view of ripples. Surprisingly, I was calm and objective. The words of ripples just conjured up a dream last night.
Early in the morning, I had a strange dream. I was forced to drink blood from a chalice. I tried hard not to, they grabbed my arms and put blood into my mouth. It was so disgusting that I couldn't swallow. When I went back home, I felt so disgusting in my mouth and wanted to brush my teeth. I looked for toothpaste but couldn't find it, so I had no choice but to open the round container that my ex-husband kept secret. There was half white paste and half white powder. I put powder and paste on my toothbrush and brushed my teeth. It wasn't toothpaste. I thought it was a drug. My daughter opened the door of the bathroom and looked at me with a troubled and angry look on her face.
Then, I heard my daughter's voice. I opened my eyes. She looked at me with a confused and angry look on her face. It was exactly like my dream. She took a picture of me meditating with her phone and showed it to me.
After that, we walked to the magnificently straight road with the background of Buckingham Palace. We enjoyed a warm sun and gentle breeze. Eventually, we found a Japanese restaurant in the Chinatown. We had a nice lunch and went back to the hotel. A nice nap for my daughter and a long meditation for me.
After my daughter was asleep. I went to the courtyard of the hotel, where there were nice little trees and herbs. I carefully read your email, Satchi again.
I need a fight dress.
Satchi wrote,
"As a help, perhaps the substack article from Jonananda and Nickananda.
Please forgive them as they are guys and a bit rough but the help I give with the timeline technique of EE Level 3 Initiation 7 might aid you.
The sexual addiction blockage is endemic in all humanity and I attempt to explain it's effects.”
OK, let's try Nickananda.
Nickananda Report Satanic Pacts Past Life Rituals - See the Video…
https://eemeditationvideo.org/watch/nickananda-report-satanic-pacts-past-life-rituals_iioaUZPaW9B1wJ2.html
“Nick creates a symbol for each pact or subpersonality and then moves it along the timeline. The mind computer says where the blockages exist. You can search for subpersonalities by asking your mind computer to reveal them on the timeline.“
There can only be One!
Nickananda did a good job. Amazing he created symbols. OK, the next is Jonananda.
Jonananda wrote,
“I saw that this is why I always gravitated to martial arts and energy arts and secret societies and things like that. They always come easy to me and I am always the top student of my teachers and it's like I have known them before. It all feels a part of me. When I go through these vows, it's like going through a bunch of memories. I'm gonna keep going.”
When I read his comment, the ripples in my subconscious spring to agree with him. It nudged me. I made a snap decision to go through this long list of 49 vows. I sat crossing my legs next to the lavender bush in the yard. It would protect me. I closed my eyes and created Merkaba protection. Inside the protection, Satchi was there. I expected him.
Satchi said,
“As it gets close to the pact on the timeline you jump into your subconscious spring and perform the Energy Enhancement Seven Step Process to dissolve the pact, dissolve the karma. Same with a symbol for the sub-personalities to also find them when they were created on the timeline of all previous lifetimes.”
Yes. I manifest that I go through the list of 49 vows and dissolve the pact, dissolve the karma. Then, I will find the sub-personalities to heal them.
Satchi said,
“This healing process leads to what I call the union of the life force, - there can only be one soul-infused personality - when the person can then move forward in their life without being anchored to the past, and live a life of creativity and productivity.”
Yes, Satchi I understood.
I breathed slowly and deeply while connecting to the centre of the earth and the centre of the universe. I precisely aligned all chakras to the highest myself. I tuned to the frequency of knowing. I knew that I would resolve all vows and heal my subpersonalities. I felt really grateful because I have one soul-infused personality. I brought this future me smiling with gratitude and connected to the current me meditating with the long list on the timeline. I created symbols of 49 vows. I thought it would take a while and would not make so much difference, but not!!! Symbolizing 49 vows made it much easier to remember. I created a sad human alone for vow no1, an angry face with canine teeth for vow no2 and an annoying auto subscriber for vow 3… etc… Thank you, Nickananda!
When I finished creating symbols, I simply asked my mind computer. “Show me WHERE I MADE THE PLEDGE”.
The timeline showed timestamps which were the symbols I created. Wow!! It worked so well. I tuned into my timeline and moved backwards. I was approaching the first symbol, which was a cut finger, Vow No 41. NOT TO USE HEALER'S TOOLS. I dived into my subconscious spring by connecting the future me as a lifeline.
I drifted down in my subconscious spring. It was in medieval times in Europe. I was in the basement of the castle. Three men grabbed my arms and forced me to drink blood with silver chalice, just like my dream. They ordered me to be isolated from my family and the society. Because they were afraid of my power to read dreams and heal people. I had just healed their young king. They didn’t want him to be healed and be confident. They cut my finger and about to place my finger on the stone pledge written NOT TO USE HEALER'S TOOLS in Latin. I heard the sound of Neil scratching the stone. I looked up. I saw the Raven at the small window on the top of the cell.
I knew it. He was my friend. Unlike other blackbirds and birds in various colours, he could not murmur through his beak, but he could sing with his claws. Tap dancing was his message from the future. He was my hope and witnessed where I made all pledges through my past lifetimes. This is his daily routine and this is his job. I send the frequency of gratitude to the raven. At that signal, it flew up and I applied the EE 7-step process to this timestamp. Four beautiful sparkling angels were released. I hugged my sub-personality with angels. I held her a cut index finger with healing power. It returned a normal finger. She smiled at me. I connected her to the future me with the frequency of gratitude. We became one! Her, future me and me meditating now was precisely inaligned. Then, we became one with white golden light. It was beautiful.
Then, I went back to the timeline with the Raven. I resolved another 11 vows. I opened my eyes.
After that, we visited Tower Bridge and the London Eye. I meditated and dissolved pledges on the double-decker, on the boat on River Themes and on the cell of London Eyes
The next day, I kept meditating and dissolving pacts. I ticked 48 vows on the list. I released so many angels and healed myself who made the pledge. I integrated with sub-personalities as well as angels. It was interesting that most of the self-sabotage activities and laziness were caused by the pledges.
For example,
I quit in the middle of the plan. I made excuses saying I had something else to do. I acted like I knew everything. I cried and acted like I didn't know what to do. I became nervous and acted in a way to intended not to go well. I started something completely different and new. Only started not finished. I slept longer.
So, I applied the EE 7-step to these. Even angels were released. Then, fear was revealed, such as “Being alone. Not be loved. Become a bad person. Become a boring person. Being isolated. Being hated.” I applied the EE 7-step to these fears. Then, the timeline showed the last one. It was a symbol of Satan. When I approached it on the timeline, I made sure twice to connect to Future me when I was enlightened, I dived into my subconscious spring.
It was in medieval times in Europe again. I was a young man. I was tortured and lost so much blood. I tasted blood in my mouth. I was betrayed by my best friend and the woman I loved. It was my last day in prison because I would be sold as a slave the next day. A well-dressed man appeared before me. He asked whether or not I wanted to be free. If I pledged to work for him, he promised to help my revenge. I was devastated and agreed. He cut his finger and asked me to suck it. At that very moment, I heard the Raven’s tap dance. When the well-dressed man heard the Raven’s tap dance, he transformed into Satan. I cut him with my spiritual sword and applied the EE 7-step. A beautiful angel was released. She held my hand and his hand. Healing energy integrated us and we went higher and higher. I felt the life energy. I opened my eyes and I ticked the last remaining task on the list. Haha! I did it!!
On the last day in England, my daughter invited me to go to a special place. It is called a sky garden. She said that she really liked the futuristic skyscraper. We went there. She was busy taking pictures. So I sat crossing my legs and meditated in the sky! I was hovering with the Raven.
After creating the Merkaba protection, I asked the last question to my mind computer looking down at my subconscious spring.
“Do I have a vow against my own Guides, God, and Spirit?"
It showed one spot on the timeline. I dived into my subconscious spring with a connection to the Future me. I was drifting down to the shining spot and I realised that it became quite empty in my subconscious water. I arrived at the moment. It was ancient Egypt. I was a poet. I wrote a poem for the future and I tied it to the long leg of the black Ibis. It flew up to the temple and the priest read it as the word from the future. One day, a new priest made a mistake. And a war started and lasted long. I was shocked and made a pledge by myself and stopped connecting to God. I talked to me in the past lifetimes. I explained it was a mistake. We dissolved the pledge and integrated together. The Raven was watching as always.
Then, the long black claws on the toes ploughed the ground. Then, strangely enough, ripples appeared on the surface of the ground. The ripples swole greatly according to the rhythm of the toes. Now his toe was dipped into the ground and stirred and created the milk crown shape. The apex of the milk crown was firmly attached to the base of the sky, like the north and south poles of a magnet. Now a mere little black bird danced gracefully like a black ibis in the middle of the ground and the sky. I was staring at it. The orange sun was slowly setting in the background. We were left behind with the sun whilst all around was a dark night.
We were stranded in a paradoxical wrinkle where day and night, the darkness and the light, the yin and the yang coexisted. The blackbird intuitively sensed that the time had come. It was time to pull up the anchor from the spring of our subconscious mind. His toes were buried in the ground and my toes were dipped in the spring. Now their deep psyches were connected, and at the same time, their surface consciousnesses were connected through their intertwined gazes, like the scene of a midday duel. In this unusual pocket where opposites could coexist peacefully, their surface and deep consciousnesses were, as a matter of course, circulating.
We know that judgment and comparison are illusions which feed the ego. The ego has no place in our hearts. We were looking at each other without blinking. The wavelengths of their thoughts were perfectly tuned with each other and the frequency of knowing. We knew that. We blinked at the same time. The blackbird lifted the anchor from the lake in my subconscious mind. We flew up together higher and higher. We reached the stone temple. There was a giant man with the head of a blackbird and a beautiful golden moon was floating above him. I knew him. You know him, right?
I opened my eyes.
Swami Satchidanand Sep 25, 2023, 8:49 PM to Yuko
Hi Yuko,
What a fantastic journey!
You know, it's only possible to become enlightened by removing all the subpersonalities. By becoming One Soul infused personality.
You know Zen Master Hogen had a Golden Aura redolent of a Soul Infused personality.
But Swami Satchidanand had a Bright White Aura redolent of a Sirius infused personality.
Like the Buddha, Zen Master Hogen was an expert on Yoga and on Meditation and taught the Zen Method very well.
But Swami Satchidananda based his business on the Yoga Schools, teaching Yoga Teachers but himself he gave psychic experiences to his students of telepathy and exploding the blockages of the heart.
When I was young I exemplified wanting to help humanity by becoming another Einstein taking two degrees in Physics and Electronics but for me all I found was corruption and could not continue to work in this field.
I fell back on my experiences age 7 when I saw one of my past lives and at 14 when I had the experience of seeing myself die age 86 - all the blood flowing out of my body after a normal life of marriage and 2.5 children. The death affected me for a few days until I had another experience of seeing myself die again at age 21 again at age 86.
My Soul was telling me to hurry Up!! It was saying a normal life for me was not possible! Jesus was teaching in the temples age 12. Me, I was late starting age 35!
I started yoga by myself from a book not telling anyone else from age 14. I started pranayama from the Hatha Yoga Book by Theos Bernard at age 21. I started meditation age 28 by myself for a year and then with Hogen and Satchidananda until 35 when I started to teach Yoga and Meditation.
Prananyama and Agnisar Kriya builds up the ability to contain and channel prana. Holding the breath Kumbaka and Bandha - activates the Yama - Lord of Death - side of Pranayama where you battle with death every time you hold the breath. It enables you to remove fear filled subpersonalities.
I became a Spiritual Healer with the British National Federation of Spiritual Healers age 21.
As Gurdjieff said, "If you can't teach anything new you should go back to school"
So, my Yoga DVD is new! It exemplifies a program to get you into a meditative state - the girl who we used to video the yoga session remained in a state of samadhi after the session for three hours. She became a monk in India. The Yoga is a new yoga, Hatha Yoga being Asana, Pranayama, mudra, bandha. In it I pushed Mudra Yoga holding the poses for longer.
https://eemeditationvideo.org/watch/energy-enhancement-hatha-yoga-dvd_OAicBfs1Q5c62ZF.html
After that I created the Energy Enhancement Video Meditation course which utilises the ancient techniques of Tamil Siddhar Bhogar and his students, Babaji and his Kundlini Kriyas and Patanjali and his Yoga Sutras of Patanjali and his Samyama the Energy Enhancement Seven Step Process to remove energy blockages.
https://energyenhancement.org/
Every seven years of my life I have had psychic experiences of initiation. Every Master of Meditation in India, Hogen, Satchidananda, Sathya Sai Baba, Sri Yogendra, Father Bede Grifiths gave me energy and psychic experiences.
At 7, 14, 21, 28, 35, 42, 49, 56 years of age.
I became soul infused through Hogen at age 32. I became gradually Monad 35, Logos 42, Sirius 49 and Avatar of Synthesis 56 infused on that path.
"Been there, done that, got the T shirt" was the creation of the soul Yoga DVD, and Energy Enhancement Video Course...
https://energyenhancement.org/
As your heart expands, because every step on the chakras above the head, every fusion, every initiation, must expand the heart even more.
Originally as a child I wanted to remove pain from everyone. Like every good Dragon Child I wanted to help everyone!
Fusion with Sirius, the Chakra above the head of Jesus and Swami Satchiananda creates the Heart of Christ.
Swami Satchidananda was giving speeches at the United Nations...
Swami Satchidananda said that Ahimsa - no pain by word thought and deed - is the greatest Yama but the only reason to give pain is when you are teaching.
I began to understand that this Planet is a factory to produce enlightened beings over perhaps hundreds of lifetimes. It is a teaching tool filled with pain. Karmic Pain created by people making the wrong choices as they gain greater knowledge of Good and Evil..
Only the Energy Enhancement Course of the transmutation of pain, Alchemical VITRIOL can remove that pain, heal energy blockages, remove subpersonalities, remove satanic pacts.
"After all that" here is Energy Enhancement - "Here are complete instructions on enlightenment" Yoga Sutras of Patanjali Book One, Sutra One
"After all that" is a person hard wired to only to be able to do the right and good thing. Only then are you allowed to become enlightened.
So with higher initiations I started to move away from individual enlightenment and on to planetary enlightenment.
Only my experiences in meditation could give the understanding that Satan is Real! Demons are Real! Dark Gods who vampirise the spiritual energies of humanity to live forever are Real!
It is the WHY of Human history.
Why is the World the way that it is?
What can we do to change it for the better?
The Against Satanism Satanic History of the World - Essential Intel to Achieve Planetary Freedom
https://againstsatanism.com/
https://againstsatanism.com/#LATEST_NEWS_
Thus my Eleven Books, Eleven Volumes of Against Satanism.
The Against Satanism Satanic History of the World - Essential Intel to Achieve Planetary Freedom
So, this is your future path of greater fusions with the higher chakras above the head. Your path will be individual, the path you were born to tread!
So, I was interested in your vision of torture in past lives producing...
"I have to help the man. I'm scared if they reject me. I have to be liked by men. Men are society. I'm afraid of being rejected by society. I'm afraid of being thought crazy. I'm afraid of being thought of as just an ordinary woman. I have to be special as well as being nice and kind. I have to be accepted.
Very good to seven step every one of these sentences. A Very great vision!
Love and Light,
Satchidanand